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Choices in life. . .

My daughter is beautiful. She defies description. So incredibly intelligent. I think she's going to be smarter than I am. I swam and played with her for 4 hours last night. Then we worked on her scrap book for the visit, printed out pictures, pasted them to the papes and decorated them. How many 6 years olds do you know that know how to use a carrot (The editing tool) Interspaced in the normal conversation of childish 6 year old inane chatter she was able to weave an entire other conversation with me. Giving me pointed looks and emphasizing certain words, getting her answer, and fading back into the game where she was a beautiful princess in search of the three magick jewels.

Seeing my (ex)wife again, has had some odd effects. I had completely forgotten how absolutely beautiful she is. We've both done a lot of growing, and completely unexpectedly its very comfortable to just chat with her about anything. Turns out neither or us is really seeing anyone right now, and we both feel that getting a divorce now would be like giving up. Much talking to do.

When terrorist.org comes back up I'll have pictures posted of the whole week.

Rev

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_devoid_
Jul. 29th, 2004 11:14 am (UTC)
Glad to see you're enjoying yourself!

Are the effects so odd? You guys were fine prior to outside interferance...

Good thoughts to you.
razorslave
Jul. 30th, 2004 12:35 pm (UTC)
thanks man.

Rev
slapcat
Jul. 29th, 2004 11:27 am (UTC)
Holly Mollie
beatings
Jul. 29th, 2004 11:40 am (UTC)
I think she's going to be smarter than I am.

Must ... resist ... low blow comment ... ;)

But seriously... This is very cool to read about. I'm glad this has been such a rewarding experience. I doubt I'd handle a situation like this very well. Your daughter does sound like a potential smarty, indeed.

I didn't realize you guys hadn't divorced?? So you and I can't get married after all, you lied, didn't you?! *sob* ;)
razorslave
Jul. 30th, 2004 12:34 pm (UTC)
You'll always be my favorite receptacle **rubs beatigns sad bald head**

Rev
washu73
Jul. 29th, 2004 03:09 pm (UTC)
I'm happy that you are having a good time meeting your daughter. And maybe it's a good thing that you and your wife separated for a while. It gave you guys a chance to grow up a little. I hope things work out for you.
razorslave
Jul. 30th, 2004 12:32 pm (UTC)
Me too. :) Thanks, that means a lot coming from you.

Rev
goddessmikhail
Jul. 29th, 2004 05:46 pm (UTC)
That is so great hun! I hope everything works out.
james_roche
Jul. 30th, 2004 01:27 am (UTC)
Glad for you! It's so nice to hear things are going pleasantly. I have been so anxiety ridden for you I have not even known what to say. I understand your situation is entirely different from mine but I know how awkward I'd be if the situation were reveresed and yet I still have a part of me that prays to see audrey and my boy Trey. You have no idea how much I envy the pleasantness you have with your ex.

I know I don't comment so much or often but I love you man and I wish I saw you more often. I'm glad this is going well.
razorslave
Jul. 30th, 2004 12:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks man, I'm glad you feel that way, and I love you too. I wish things were better for you Audrey and Trey. It was worth the last three weeks of being in utter freak out mode worrying about what might happen.

Rev
invektiv
Jul. 30th, 2004 06:02 am (UTC)
Impressive little girl you have there :)

Being apart can make people grow a lot closer. Good luck with the talking. I hope everything will work out for you, and I'm looking forward to the pictures :)
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