Do I have "Josh the Walking Suicide Watch Case" tatooed on my forhead. Why exactly have 4 diffrent people felt the need to sit me down, and attempt to make me realize how important I am, how special I am, how they just couldnt deal with the idea of something happeing to me and how much it would hurt those around me if I was gone. Gee makes me feel like a have the life expectancy of a mayfly and people are expecting me to drop any moment. For fucks sake people, if I was gonna off myself, I would have done it before now.

Rev