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Update from Rochester

Three days was all I could last here. The shit storm which is my life will overcome me if I don't leave. I've tried to be a good friend and rescue something out of the relationship, but she has shown me that she does not care for me and thinks only of herself. Its really horrible to have your worst fears realized and be beat over the head with the failures in your life. Ihave taken my ring back. The agreement that it represented has been broken, mangled, shattered, and stomped into the ground, along with my heart.

I'm sorry antoire but I will not be coming to Torronto, I will be flying out of Rochester, hopefully tomorrow morning as early as possible. I need to go home, and try to put my life back together.I will survive this.



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Jan. 12th, 2005 09:58 am (UTC)
:( *HUGZ*
Jan. 12th, 2005 10:25 am (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear that. *sigh*
Jan. 12th, 2005 11:00 am (UTC)
I'm very sorry to hear that. Hopefully you can start a new and hopefully calmer live in Vegas. I'll definitely have to come down and visit when you get settled in
Jan. 12th, 2005 12:33 pm (UTC)
no worries, hon ... and NO need to apologize. just know that if there is anything I can do to help, you know I am here, and will try my best. and don't foget ... you and anyone else who needs it has a room here in my home waiting for you.

Jan. 12th, 2005 12:46 pm (UTC)
*huge hugs*
Jan. 12th, 2005 08:52 pm (UTC)
Thanks, I appreciate that more that you can know right now

Jan. 12th, 2005 08:18 pm (UTC)
Where is home...?
Jan. 12th, 2005 08:38 pm (UTC)
Re: ?
Las Vegas, NV is home right now. Its where my parents and my support system, although I have no friends there.

Jan. 12th, 2005 08:39 pm (UTC)
wish you were here to go and get drunk with me at embers, what better place to celebrate our doomed existence reaching LARD proportions.
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