Three days was all I could last here. The shit storm which is my life will overcome me if I don't leave. I've tried to be a good friend and rescue something out of the relationship, but she has shown me that she does not care for me and thinks only of herself. Its really horrible to have your worst fears realized and be beat over the head with the failures in your life. Ihave taken my ring back. The agreement that it represented has been broken, mangled, shattered, and stomped into the ground, along with my heart.
I'm sorry antoire but I will not be coming to Torronto, I will be flying out of Rochester, hopefully tomorrow morning as early as possible. I need to go home, and try to put my life back together.I will survive this.